BaoBei JoAnNe

2006-10-23T09:27:00.000+08:00

Joanne Lee,

YOU ARE NOT A VIRGIN GIRL AT ALL!!!

YOU HAD SEX WITH ALL YOUR STEAD ALREADY!!

THIS INFORMATION ARE SPREADING AROUND THE WHOLE BPGHS!!!

YOU ARE SUCH A FLIRT GIRL WHEN YOU NOW ALREADY HAD A STEAD THEN YOU FIND ANOTHER STEAD BEHIND YOUR THIS CURRENT STEAD!!!

YOU ALWAYS LIE TO GUYS/PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE SO POOR THING, THEN YOU WANT GUYS/PEOPLE TO TAKE EXTRA NOTICE ABOUT YOU!!!

2006-09-12T09:09:00.000+08:00

Joanne Lee,

YOU HAD BEEN OWNED BY THE L33T HACKER TEAM ! ! !

YOUR BLOGSPOT, FRIENDSTER & MSN HAD BEEN HACKED BY US ! ! !

* LESSON FOR YOU ! ! !

** DON'T COMMENTS PEOPLE WHEN YOU ARE SUCH A FLIRT GIRL!!!

*** YOU ARE NOT A VIRGIN GIRL AT ALL! ! !

OH MY GOD ! ! ! DON'T ACT WHEN IN FRONT OF GUYS ! ! !

YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING GIRL!!!

BPGHS GOT A LOT OF PEOPLE HATE YOU TO THE CORE OF THEIR LIFE!!!

2006-09-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday i go out with my DaRdAr...i so happy going out wif him lehh...even thought is once in a week, i also very happy liao...because of his NS than er both have not enough time for each other...why guys have to go NS?? so i JoAnne now tell u people than must really cherish the time with ur love ones before they go Ns horr...

Yesterday i go out with him because he is working in the morning shift than can meet me mahh...than he asked me go out and meet him at about 5pm at Yishun mrt control station...me go meet him not that shy liao because we are going so stable right now...i meet him liao go buy tickets to watch movie "The Host" quite nice lehh...very funny...and abit of horror lahh...i now here recomment u guys to go watch wif ur frens? than the show start at about 6.40pm than it's quite early...than we nothing better to do so we decided to go walk walk...when we are crossing the road, i never see cars de mahh...he hold my hand and cross...omg...i feel like fainting...shy also lahh...first time hold his hands...than we reach at the park there again...that time is raining abit lahh...so nevermind...we go to the shelter there and sit and chit chat lorr...we got alot of things to talk mahh...than we talk and talk than when it's about time than we go into the cinema...after that show...is about 9pm nia...than we dun bear to go home mahh...than we decided to go to that park again...but that time is late le mahh...so v dark and create a romantic place for us...we talk abt our past...than i talk untill v sad when come to my family probs...than i wana to cry infronth of him de...but...i mus be brave...cant shed tears infronth of guys de mahh correct...than i tahan lorr...we talk and talk untill is about 11pm than we go to mrt than he sent me home lorr...omG...hope that the time can stop...but it seems so fast...by the time we reach cck is like 11.40pm liao...than bo bian..have to walk home...we walk slowly and hold hands...than when i reach my house...than i give him a good bye kiss in his mouth than cant bear him to leave and nvm...i open the door...than shocked...my mum waiting for me...she shouted... :"HEllo..." than he walk back...he also shock than my mum there...than say hello to him...than my mum start ti nag at me..." who is he? ur bf huh?" than i say no...she confronted me and say..." really mehh? dun bluff lahh...i saw u both hold hands downstairs" than finally i lose to her...OMG...phew...she only see we hold hands instead of that KISS...OMG...paisehh liao le lahh...just wana my dardar knoe that how much u meant to me and what im doing are only just for u...muacks...today is the 7th day than we stead...we believe that our love is strong so we can last forever...I LOVE U...

Today my horoscope(Aries): The Bottom Line: Today is the day to introduce your craziest ideas to the world. Call up a friend.In Detail: In the back of your mind, you've been considering something for quite a while ... and today is the day to start introducing it to the world. Call your most trusted friend and let them in on what you've been thinking about. Find out their opinion -- and don't be disappointed if they don't jump up and down for joy. You just need to flesh things out a little bit more before the world premier. But it's important to get feedback right now. Respect the opinions of others.

My DarDar de horoscope(Sagittarius):The Bottom Line: If you are angry with someone right now, the silent treatment isn't wise. Talk! In Detail: If you're angry or frustrated with someone right now, giving them the silent treatment isn't going to do any good. If you want justice, you have to speak up and let them know how you expect things to change. Don't wait for them to approach you -- they're content with the way things are right now, so there's no reason for them to rock the boat. It's up to you to establish communications and reopen the discussion. Shape the argument, and don't give up until you hear the answers you need.

2006-09-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

it been two long day than i never talk to my beloved dardar liao le...because yesterday lahh...i flu mahh than very xingku...than i was not free today...as i today is friday i will be going out with my ganma go shopping...miss shopping...hmm...since when is my last shopping le huH? opps...i forget liao...so sorri lehh dardar...i never talk on phone wif u as i was very busy nowadays Huh...sorri...miss u so much!

Today i decided to go to my gan ma office to help out than do my homework there as i know that if i stay at home, than i confirm play com de mahh...than so shock than my biao ge wana go wif us to his mum de office...nevermind...i also goT a people to accompany me to study there...but...while i was actually doing my homework...my biao ge lahh...keep hiting my head...no wonder i now 15years old liao...still so short...LOL...than we ended there quarreling and fighting...than i never had the chance to finish my holiday homework...nvm lahh...haiz...than after that we all together go to a place which is a pet farm? there got sell cute puppies and kitten and Hamster! LOL...so cute there...but only me and my biao ge go inside and take a look in the farm as my ganma and my mum scared of the smell...haiYah...i finally saw the hotel for pets...OMG...nowadays horr...pets life is better than us sia...LOL...after that we all go to marine parade de shopping centre there to have our dinner at the jack place...yummy...i like de food there sia...my biao ge order wine...i also wan...but my mum say cant... humpth...nvm lahh...we share instead lorr...nice nehh...but my dardar dun really like me drink wine later kana drunk...bo bian lorr...because of him i will change jus for him! after that we shop and shop...than my biao ge say wana go east coast there makan our supper...we reach there is like 10.30pm bahh...i was so full...than eat a little bit bahh...than now so full here writing blog...LOL...than after we sent them home than this is end of my day... FUN?

Should i go and have a hair cut? because im afraid that i might be kana caught because of my fronth hair so long le nehh...haiz...kana caught than say lorr...haiz..

My Horoscope today (ARIES):''The Bottom Line: An array of surprises will be coming your way soon, so remember to stay flexible." In Detail: An array of surprises is coming your way soon, so it would be very wise for you to remember how flexibility can save your sanity when nothing feels predictable. Deal with things as they come. You can see exactly what needs to be done first, so tackle it as soon as you can. You'll be surprised how quickly results come. Other people want to be useful to you today, and they may offer to do everything from picking up lunch to taking an entire task off your plate."

My dardar de horoscope today(Sagittarius):" The Bottom Line" All your efforts are starting to pay off -- and there is balance in your life now.In Detail: All of your efforts are starting to pay off -- and the lesson you should be learning is that the more you put into something, the more you'll get out of it. There's a lot of balance in your life right now, so be prepared for every action to have an equal reaction. All positives have a corresponding negative, so you need to accept the fact that every silver lining has a cloud. But if you focus on the bright side, you'll keep a positive perspective.

2006-09-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

I been cold war wif my boyfriend...but i decided to take the first step to talk to him...perhaps sometimes having cold war also good to relationships lehh...now i understand him more...today is the 4th day i stead wif my dardar...just wana let u knoe that u are my pillar...if u leave me than i duno how to live without u le...we both have bad experiences towards out past relationships...but i believe that we will be together no matter what happened...just dun ever leave me than we will last forever...rmb our promise? even we knoe that u might not have time for me because u are serving Ns in the SPF but...it really alright wif me de...i wun mind that he dun have time to accompany me and u stay v far at AMK...but nevermind...if one day u are free the whole day than jio me out? miss u...

Today i go check my horoscope and this is what i get: " Turn off your phone and do something else that is best done alone. Enjoy the quiet." In details " You'll find the most reward right now if you let yourself ignore the external world for at least a little while. Take a long walk, turn off your phone and snuggle up with a good book, or do something else that works best without anyone else involved. Everyone deserves some alone time once in a while. You don't have to consciously use the time to ponder ideas or dig deep into your subconscious (that sounds too much like work!). Instead, just let the time go by, and enjoy the quiet.

So sad when i knoe that the crocodile hunter named Steve Irwin is dead not because of the dangerous crocodile or poisonous snakes...is Stingrays! duno whether i wana laugh or be sad...just wana tell him that no matters where u go...u always live in my heart...i admire ur braveness towards the crocodile and the snakes...rmb the days when i was young...watch ur shows...Thanks for everything u have done bahh... ^_^

2006-09-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

This is my 2nd day steading wif abel...just now i quarrel wif him...not really quarrel...is...Haiyah...some unhappiness lahh...so fast...Haiz...you knoe what? i hide somethings because he in now in Ns...than dun wana add to his burden, so i decided to hide it from him...but what do i get in return?? my friens all say not worth it waiting for him while he finish his Ns...but...i JOANNE LEE hack care about my frens...i willing to wait for him no matter what happens...if he need to go to NS for 3years...i willing to wait because i love him and need him...but what do i get in return? this is the first time he scolded me and say im stubborn...but...nevermind...perhaps he is in a foul mood or something bahh...he is the 1st one who say that also...maybe im really stubborn bahh...good bahh...at least he tell me the truth than i can change bahh...-_-...i really really sad and surprise that he will say that to me...Haiz...FAN LAHH...my gastric is killing me also...i also dun wana rely on my medication to recover...than my hand...is like..haiz...hack care lahh...can anyone bring me to a place where only me? i really cant feel god presence...HELP!

2006-09-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

Just Wana let u knoe somethings...

Neva FROWN, even when u are sad...because u wun never knoe who is falling in love with ur smile :)

get ANGRY if u mus and rmb to get over it :)

Dun CRY smile :) because of what happened because it already happened...

If ONE DAY...

u feel like crying u call me as i wun promise to make u laugh but i can cry together with u...
If one day u wana run away, call me as i wun promise that i will ask u to stop but i will run away wif u...

If one day u dun wana listen to someone, call me as i promise to be there for u but i will be very quiet...

If one day u call and no one ans, come and find me...Perhaps i need u... :)

What are my promise For u?...

When u are sad i will be there drying up ur tears...
When u are scared i will be there comfort ur fears...
When u are confuse i will be there coping wif ur probs!

Y am i doing such things? because i love u and will be at ur side no matters what happened! Miss U... MUACKS..

2006-09-03T03:21:00.000+08:00

I thought today will be a another boring day for me to go through...so i decided to give love to my hamster by helping my xiao bai change sand and put in the things that i bought for him to play...hope he will like it bahh...as changing the sand is not a easy task for me horr...than am i too greedy? i make his house till so squezze lehh...bo bian...haiyah...nvm lahh...if he appear in my dreams and tell me that he dislike that new house that i design that i change back lorr...

I thought today can go meet "him" de...but something pop out so he cant meet "him" de...but i was wrong...he suddenly say he can meet me worr...at 4pm say wana meet me at 5pm...than the first thing i think is " oh gosh...haven decide what clothes to wear lehh...will there be enough time for me to get ready?" than my mum sent me to lot1 to go meet him...than i was like so nervous and keep thinking abt what to do and talk when i meet him...but when we both meet liao than i was like...i feel like fainting liao...i find myself cant live without him liao...oh my god...he is already have a place in my heart before i knew it! than we go watch movie at the sun plaza...than go nth we wana watch the movie...

than bo bian go to north point to watch lorr...than blame me lahh...i see the movie date wrong so we could not be able to watch "the host" with him...but i am glad that the movie we watch " The Ghost Game"...so we decided to watch the movie horr...is at 9.05pm de...than we reach there is about 6pm nia...than we got about 3hrs to rot...bo bian...we go walk walk nearby lorr...than we share the same bottle of mineral water...LOL...than nvm...we walk walk to a place horr...a park bahh...it's so romantic lorr...we sit there chat about 2hrs? we talk about almost everything...i reali feel that i am the happiest gurl in the wide world...duno lehh...haiyah...u wun knoe my feeling de mahh...haiyah...paisehh liao le lahh...face red red liao...than we walk back to northpoint to watch movie...lol...than NC16 movie...i scared he check ic but...i manage to sneak in...why u all say that movie" ghost game" not nice lehh? nice what...but i dun like the ending that all people die in the end...

Omg...by the time we reach lot1 is about 11.45pm liao...we dun have bus to send me home mahh...than bo bian...i dun wana let him pay for the taxis fee mahh...than we walk from lot1 back to my home...am i crazy? the distance is just 2 bustop nia...very long but...i enjoy walking wif him..LOL...u all people must be thinking that JOanne went crazy liao...can suffer...yah...i now tell u people that i JOanne had changed...not that pampered gurl liao...LOl...than when i reach my doorstep...he remind me abt the promise i make wif him...is give him a real kiss...i think i was crazy at that time i kiss him lehh...omg...i kiss him in our first meeting and he is not my bf at all...u all see lahh...it show that i love him so much lahh...he returned a kiss back to me...i feel like im flying...omg...

U people must have think i am crazy again as i keep saying that both of us love each other but why we never stead lehh? firstly...he shy to sound me for stead...but i knew that he really wana to stead wif me de...haiyah...u people wun knoe as i knoe him the best...LOL...but now it not better mehh? if we never stead than wun break than wun hurt le mehh?? oh gosh...we both are deeply hurt by relationships liao le...haiz...but we looks like a couple but just never stead nia mahh...this matters? i just wana he happy than i happy liao le...miss u so much...why u must in Ns? in singapore police force u must be stress out liao...sayang...

2006-08-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

so long never write blog liao le...im too busy wif my stuff nowadays...just a excuse lahh...i lazy to write blog le lahh...i also very sian to online nowdays liao...duno lahh...i so fan lahh...but duno what my probs is...just feel like fan lahh...no mood for everything liao le lahh...haiz...

Hmm...i keep saying that relationships are not for joanne lee now and forcus on studies...but i keep thinking about "him"...if i never put up my socks now than i might be afraid that i will be retained liao le...i keep telling myself that JOANNE...why bother to waste time on relationships nehh...now must focus! FORCUS...but the more i tell myself, i keep thinkinhg about him...

i knoe through "him" by my friends...we started talking on phone, sms and msn...i slowly got this strong feeling that i knoe him a long time ago...but i 100% duno him...no blood contact and no relative de...not my mum's friend or what...but i just have this feeling that i must get to knoe "him" closer...but i found out that he also have this feeling...and we believe than we might knoe each other in our past life...but...am i too childish and imature talking abt this term called " past life"? my fren asked me whether i like him or not...i say no...but i knew in my heart that i like him...not like is LOVE...but about the past relationships i been hurt till very deep so i really dun wana have a relationships...im afraid that he too bahh...we both have this freaking phobia than stop us from getting to realtionships...i strongly believe that no relationships can be forever...how much we tried by controlling both of us not to quarrel...but...it will come to end in the hurtful way...HOW? HOW HOW HOW??? can u all help me mahh? i wish i be like a like a bird fly away from this world and go to to a place where there is peace...

I thinking about the appointment with him horr...this sat his police there got a open house...i will be meeting him at the afternoon so we can go catch a movie...omg...what should i wear lehh? hmm...jeans? t shirt? omg...perhaps i will be meeting him at causeway bahh...duno lahh...than sun i go church with him lorr...

Why i cant choose the religions that i wan? i wan to be a christian because i believe that god can help me solve the problems...Jesus can help me...but why my mum is so upset when i tell her im gg to church just to explore? she might be thinking that this is my first time gg there...omg....i duno go there how many times le but just everytime i go out there i bluff her...but now i have decided to tell her the truth...But...haiz...

2006-08-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

so sorry...i was so sick for the past few days untill i cant use com...i nearly go hospital sehh...LOL...3days ago after chatting with a guy that i love horr...i go sleep than at 3am i run to my mum toilet and vomit...what the...than nvm...than the next day i was having high fever up to 39 deg...than i bo bian...go see doc than got two days mc...than i at home rest lorr...what i scared most is that i kana stomach cancer...the doc say give me one more course de mediciene if still cant ok than he might wan to refer me to hospital so i can go put a pipe to my gastric...omg...hope that wun happen bahh...

Miss u so much...everyday when i wake up the first person i think of is him...when i feel darm terrible the first ppl i think of is neither the doc or my mum is him...how i wish he can be with me when i need him...but he is now in the NS how can i possible ask him to be with me? he is a policeman sehh...i cant imagine that...haiz...hope that i can meet him asap bahh...thanks serene for intro him to me...and hope that his ns will be over soon...LOVE u...MUAckz...

2006-08-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

firstly i have to tell u guys that i so sorry as i was feeling terrible worr...i have gastric probs again and i also bo bian neva attend sch yesterday...LOL...hey...i neva pom schh horr...LOL...got mc de horr...

i am really very lost right at this moment and have lost my directions towards my life le lahh...i really duno what i should do and could do right now lahh...There is a guy named **** claimed love me worr...but how could it really be possible that he can fall in love with me when he never even meet me before...but we only talk on phone and he saw my pics...like that can love or like me le mehh? i can admit that after my past relationship with *****and i really lost trust in guys liao le lahh...so will it be one more terribly trap that will lead me to a place which i will be v hurt de? i promised myself that no matter what happened, i will never depends on guys and wun start a relationship when i reached poly or ite...i knew that what important now is studies instead of having relationships but...it all too late...it seems that i have fallen in love with him le lehh...BUT im not a flirt OK? duno why lehh...when i talk on phone with him, even is just a sms, i have a feeling that i have never felt before...is it really called LOVE? please god...can u help me by telling me directions how am i going to do now? i scared the higher i climb, the higher i fall...i really really scared that **** is like a guy that i cant trust...how? i cant possible keep runing from the probs de mahh must solve de mahh...BUT HOW? tag my board and let me knoe...thanks

2006-08-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody....i today spend alot of time to do a slide of all my beloved pics in my blog de profile because i will be going to camps...i afraid u people will miss me so i put in alot of effort to make the slide de...so you people when miss me horr...take a look in my blog de profile bahh and rmb to tag my board before leaving sehh? thanks alot...

2006-08-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

So sorry i yesterday never write a blog worr...becuase i was very busy buying things that i need for the obs camp...so anxious sehh...duno that camp nice to play mahh or it was a very tiring camp? they say horr...very hot there and when we come back horr...our skin will be sunburnted lehh? sian lahh...so regret gg there liao le lehh...sianz...i hated my skin black black later not nice liao le lahh...omg! so miss my mama nagging liao le worr...so tired shopping fir the whole evening to buy the trackpants and the long sleeve t shirt...

Yesterday we went to the hall for final intruction for the OBS camp...i finally know what is my watch lorr...than i was so afraid that my members horr...got the people i hate de...but thank god...dun have the people i hate in the camp! what i very surprised and shocked, is shimin is the same group as sherman! shimin hated sherman and i duno why...LOL...i laugh so loud from the hall to the class lehh...omg...alot of people also shocked why joanne suddenly shout so loud sehh...a gurl who can say is quiet de suddenly laugh untill so loud they also shocked lorr...may god bless shimin and sherman dun quarrel lahh...LOL...shimin say she wun talk to sherman in the camp but who will believe? perhaps? LOL...im quite happy with the arrangement that i was in the watch 7 and only got 1 girl i know from dance also called JOANNE! omg...so qiaoone...LOL...that guy is in watch 16...phew...never in the same group as him...LOL...i hope that i can recover well bahh? i was down with a flu and cough....my gastric also not very good...LOl...haiz...

2006-08-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore...today sian...at home rot and rot sehh...play gunbound till very sian liao le sehh...because i keep winning all the time bahh? hahaz...at night than we go to my gan ma de house to celebrate Singapore de birthday and watch the national day celebrations on channal u lorr...i feel so regret sehh...never go to the stadium to watch it live sehh...i got the tickets sehh...haiz...

Sian...i saw one people horr...tag my board...basically...i very happy that people come tag my board de...but this kind of comments...i really dont like it sehh...i know who is the person who write de board de...but in here not convient to say the names of the people de lahh...haiz...i hope that i can explain in to the people i know...

I got a friend in one of the class i called her as APPLE...this story will be darm long....so i hope that u all wun get bored lorr....about one year ago after the end of year exams, me and my friends all go to ice skate...than APPLE go and meet her online friends...than that guy name ORANGE, asked APPLE for my hp no...than i ask her to give...as the time passes, me and that guy stead liao le...than because of duno what reason that APPLE created to break both of us apart because she like him...that reason...i forget liao and also dun wish to recall...than horr...APPLE friends tot that i snatched Apple BF and come and hate me...as u know...when u hate someone, u confirm like scold her loud loud and make sure she heared it right? APPLE tell me duno when horr...say that her friend want to come beat me! sianz... actually...i can tell teacher about what they had done...and i know that if my mama know rite...she confirm inform the schh de...i just dun wish to make this stupid and childish thing to be make big...haiz...by the way...this things is between me and APPLE or even ORANGE...why APPLE friend had to make my life diffcult for me and i really dont understand...i just wana let u know that im sorry for whatever i done to make u all so angry? i also duno why i must say sorry...but nvm...someone have to give way de mahh...than make me the one who give way de...because i know that hurt someone is a very tired things to do...why u all dun choose to let go? let it be the past and the pass and let us forgive and forget bahh?

Am i really that bad? why i cant use sehh? why? my breast v big mehh? my backside too? why bother to scold me? i am not gg to change my writing method! im still gg to use sehh! so? haiz...if im relly that bad...than ingore me lahh...why must make my life so diffcult for me? can u all just leave me alone? PLS! read my tag board for more information...thanks...

2006-08-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

today is my schh national day celebration sehh...we reach there at schh as per normal worr...than after schh is like 10.30am liao le...me QI, me and shimin go walk to lot1 lorr...because if we wait for bus will be very long sehh...than yingying call me and ask me want eat pizza mahh lehh...i say ok lorr...than i wait for yingying and yuwei there...than we wait for 1hour to eat the saki sushi at lot1 de buffet...i have taken some photos sehh....duno nice mahh? but we are too greedy lorr...yuwei lahh...order so many osyters...somemore plus cheese de...than order 12 lehh....she tot is small de mahh than come out is like darm big lorr...than yingying dun dare to eat...than me and yuwei is like so full lorr...but is a fun experience...now thinking about the osyter, i want to vomit liao...we three person eat until our skirt so tight sehh...omg...if like this horr...than i want die liao...so fat...

2006-08-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

wow...yesterday was a fun and tiring day for me indeed...yesterday i went to do charity by help the people to wash car to earn money for the needy...the jiejie and ghorghor teach me how to wash car...it been a wonderful experience becuase it was the 1st car than i have washed...so i ask my mama go buy 4d lorr...too pity that i never strike...hahaz...

but i was angry because i suppose to meet serene at the lot1 control station there at 12.00pm than we go makan de...but she 12.30pm than reach! what the...i wait for her for half an hour! nvm lahh...wait lorr...than we all go eat mac than go to woodlanes mrt station there wait for that jiejie to come and fetch us...

because we two wear pe attire with shorts mahh...than serene and me go out and ask people come and let us wash car lorr...but some idiotic people hor...duno why horr...dun want us wash than say lahh...diao us for what sehh...freak right? nvm lahh...

when we cant ask people come and wash car for us, i ask my gan ma come and support me...they already wash car liao at the morning sehh...pure support me de...haha...total we washed 5 car...it was a tough experience because me and jiejie wash a huge family car...so big sehh...so tall also...me and jiejie wash until we want die liao...while serene and my ghorghor go wash the smaller car...hahaz...perhaps i ask my mama let me wash her car and per wash is $10?? hahaz...

after the car washing...me, wen hua(my gange liao) and serene go causeway there eat dinner...but...my ghoghor want to buy cake for her mama as his mother birthday mahh...he duno what cake he want for her mama...nvm lahh...than let me this meimei help him choose lorr...than only me and serene go delifrance eat our dinner...she not enough money than i pay lorr...hahaz...

when i got home is already 8.00pm liao...bath le than i soak my feet in the basin of warm water... hahaz...

2006-08-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

finally that terrible common test week was over liao...this one week of common test, i am suffered alot liao le sehh...so diffcult de common test lorr...even alot of people say that it just a test...but i never take it seriously sehh...today got the english and chinese common test sehh...im afraid that i will pass? hahaz...

Today saw that malay guy with his gf...i feel so sour sehh...but what i can do? he already got a gf liao...so what he say he love u and sort of things?? joanne...please do not regret that yest u tell him that ask him dont contact u liao and ask him to let u go liao le worr...not good mehh...see him with his gf mehh...this is not what u want mehh?? bascially...love someone does not need to be with him...only hoped that he happy than u okaes liao le bahh...no matter what he say to u that how much he love u...hack care joanne...he just flirt on u liao...he choose his ex instead of u...but...my friend all say that to prevent his classmates to beat me right...he patch with his ex...what the freak...they say want beat me since sec1 liao...beat lahh...as if i care like that sehh...if they want beat me right...come lahh...and make sure i die lorr...if not...i will let them suffer the ten times that the pain i suffer...even i die...i will haunt each and every chinese gurl in that class sehh...untill they scared untill want die also cant...am i too evil? if not because of that guy...than we both class wun be quarreling liao le worr...not worth it right? no pint crying over a a spoilt milk liao...it happened liao...what the hell u still want to say sehh?

sherman lahh...say what accompany me walk to lot 1 together de...say he not in the cheering com...than his classmate caught him with me...than he cant accompany me le lahh...hack care lahh...nvm lahh...yun han, jordan, esther and sherman accompany to the bus stop and see me board the bus than go back school prepare the cheering com...nvm lahh....forgive and forget...hahaz...

i feel so happy than i was now forcusing in my studies not anything else liao le sehh...no more relationship until i reach poly or even ite bahh...jia you...joanne...you can do it de sehh...muackz...bye :)

2006-08-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

so stress...today got both geograhy and Poa de common test lehh...why my school suddenly give us so many common test in one day de...want us to die is it? nevermind lahh...school is always right de lahh...than tmr got science physics and literature de common test...what the freak???

when i first saw de geography common test paper...i like say siao liao le lahh...so difficult...i see until i hack care le lahh...fail than fail lor...i hate geography de mahh...when i saw poa de...i happy until siao lorr...so easy...i even let my friend **** copy lehh...shh...hack care lahh...she at least can pass than good liao le lorr...hahaz...

Today i was so shock by what my best friend had done...i feel like crying and is like...what i have done for her she take for granted lorr...what she treat me as...sometime i been thinking that is not really worth it doing things for her and hope she happy lorr...i so protect her...now...she gang up with another people and hurt me...do u people knoe the hurt that i am going throught now mahh?? sob...

let me tell u all the story lahh...today miss ong my english teacher wanted to revise our english oral and ask us to stay back...than i dun plan to stay back de...i want to pei ying ying go physics lesson de...but...ummu suddenly pop out ask me to accompany her go find miss ong...than i accompany her lorr...than teacher ask us to bring one more person come and join us...than my fren go call...than fahanah...shaqiah...naz...come down...teacher say so many...than nevermind..grace, shimin and liping come down...see me and say... :"JOANNE?! why u are here...u are not in our group de lorr..." bascially...is miss ong ask me to join any group de horr...now everybody come blame me... than my best friend say : " yah lahh...why u are here? u do like that...later we are kana...all because of u" omg...why my best friend would say like this...so hurtful lorr...sob...than miss ong say" yah...i ask her to come de" than they 2 is like give me face to see...attidude sehh...

my friend say...why u so kuku? go and confronth lahh...u scared them mehh? i is like say...bo bian...i cant ofference them...if ofference le...than i die more worst lorr....nvm lahh...sob...

i hope that my classmates and everybody can treat me nicely lehh...i feel so unwanted by the thing u all done...i been hurt...can anyone bring me to a place where no more peopple back stab me de mahh...pls...i cant tahan le...sob...i want u all to knoe that im not a sick cat...i have my principle de horr...haiz...tag my board and say what i can do right now?

2006-07-31T17:50:00.000+08:00

sian...today is two freaking common test...english and social studies...sian...tmr more stress lorr...POA & GEO lehh...die liao le lahh...no more time for stupid stuff...today i done a good deed...i help ying ying and yu wei tution in their poa! i can actually be a poa teacher...no bad not bad... i upload some pics here...can see nice or not...tell me in my tag board ok? thanks...upload aslo in friendster.... see them if u are free bahh...my new hairstyle...

2006-07-29T13:34:00.000+08:00

haiz...yest i was chatting via msn with my friend that i knoe, she tell me alot of advice about relationship lorr... i have decided liao le...is to let my ex *****go and move on liao le wor...i cant possible wait for someone duno worth me wait or not and i was not desperate for guys lahh of course...something i need to explain...you all see my tag board right...not really my bf lahh...LOL...he's is a guy that i meet in gunbound and he's my GB bf lahh...dardar...Love u loads...-_- LOL...

Im now very free because now i have already let go my ex liao...than sherman knoe that we are just only friends...as for TT guy right...duno lehh...i am not sure of my feelings now...should i wait for him or stead with him....he is a very cute malay guy...but i really duno lahh...let nature take it's course lahh...perhaps if he's mine, than no matter where and what i do he's mine? hahaz...

2006-07-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

firstly...i want to apologise to all the Bpians that i lost the e-gaming competion...i really tried my best liao le lehh...but...in the end...we lost...all the hard work we have done have been wasted...today i leave school at 10.40am and never have my recess than go lot1 de popular buy the stuff we need and the buget is $50 cux is mr ng give us de...than we go to teck whye sec sch...we prepare until my gastric cant tahan liao than me and heng lee go see my breakfast at thier canteen...we eat about 2pm? considered my breakfast lorr...haiz...when we the result came out...we nearly burst into crying liao le worr...we BPGHS lost! how am i going to ans to my friends? BPIANS??? sob... when we are release at 5.30pm, it was raining...than i got no choice to walk back to my house lorr...haiz...my friends all runing but there was i...walking despite the heavy rain...nearly burst into tears...

when i was there busy about my stuff...got 3 guys approach me and take my hp no and say make friends lahh...they keep bothering me from my work and refuse to let me carrying on if i never give him my hp no...i give them a fake de...than they test...my hp obviously never ring lahh...than they snatch away my hp and use mine to call their hp to get the my hp no...Teck whye sec students is like freaking god...haiz...if i never reply them...will they get bored and wun bother me anymore??

Hilmi...once again say u love me and want me to wait for u? you have already choosen ur ex liao le worr...why must i wait for u? and call me names like "darling, sayang and dear??" please...this have to stop!!! if ur gf really love u right...than when u ask her to accompany u to go buy things right...she will de...but...since she dun1 than u come find me for what sehh...i never denied that i never like u lahh...but...u are hurting me so much...this have to stop okaes?

Thanks sherman that u say that me and u are just friends...thanks...u fnally get what i was trying to say to u that me and u are impossible to be together de...since u have wooing me for about 2 years liao...stop wastung time on stupid things le lahh...thanks...

2006-07-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

omg...now i was thinking how to eat my medication lahh...i was on MC Yest...my friend all think i prom school again...hey...i promised myself as i wun anyhow prom school de horr...when i go see doc Alen, he was also shock to see me visit him again wor and he tot he see a GHOST because my face was as white as a sheet of paper! choy...this two months cant say "GHOST" because is hungry ghost festival...omg...hate this month...may ghost bless me that i wun see a ghost...My mama say that my face hor...hair cant cover my forehead later will see ghost...omg...i just cut my hair! will i see ghost??

Stupid doc give me so many mediciene nevermind...wah lao...so darm big lorr...6 huge tables one time lehh...omg...i today i dun feel like eating because no1 there to nag at me mahh...than my friend is like nag at me ask me eat...i also hack care...hahaz...than after i eat during my recess, i was like so digusted...just because i never eat my mediciene on time?

Sian...duno why me and shimin who is my best friend seems that we are driffing apart le lehh...we two never quarrel lehh...but duno lahh...what happened i also duno...blame myself so stupid lahh...she so clever confirm wun like to be with me de mahh...correct? sob...why i was born so stupid sehh...sob...we two got nth better to talk liao le worr...so sad lahh...but i sometime think that i am not a sick cat worr...think that i was kana bullied by her...aiyah...nvm lahh...she want give me black face see that let her bahh...perhaps she troubled bahh...let her lahh...who ask her is my best friend? haiz...

2006-07-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

here i was thinking why must i so stupid...keep thinking about things that not going to be true...am i really too childish? but even is hurt by doing this, i make sure i do to make him happy...but what i can take in return? shiit...i fall in love withs someone i cant love...hey...JOANNE LEE!!! what u promise yourself? you say you love your ex who is ***** de... why u break that promise by loving someone else?? but...i cant possible wait for him to come back to my side de mahh...perhaps he dont love me anymore and even have a gf which he claim dun have, how am i suppose to knoe...

Actually...Sherman jio me to stead with me de...read my friendster de testis for more information...read le say the truth lahh...i want to puke de lahh...hahaz....am i too straight forward...but...im in the wrong also lahh...i give him wrong information that i would like him and stead with him lahh...sorry sherman if i give u wrong information horr...sherman u not tired mehh...from sec1 u jio me until now...we are now can say teenagers liao...not children liao...can u be more sensitive mahh...im afraid that if u carry on like this, we might not be friends anymore le lehh...

To that guy i now love...why u care about ur classmates? i knoe that ur classmate hate me but...do that really matters? u have chosen ur ex...what i can do...why u must tell me that u love me? make me so hurt when i saw u... WHY WHY WHY??? i love u even u are a malay liao le lehh...what more u want me to do? sob...it's impossible between us liao...stop saying u love me instead of ur ex...but u have choosen ur ex!!! not me...that's enough liao le...

2006-07-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

now i was here writing a blog...sorry for been so many weeks that i never write a blog wor...i so sick mahh...i been vomiting lorr...haiz...i sleep so many hours from yest de 2pm sleep untill now after i eat the medication...feel like fainting lorr...

2006-07-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

Sian lahh...duno why i dont really feel like going to school lorr...JOANNE what the hell you thinking sehh??? wake up...you really want to retain mehh...what the hell you promised to yourself??? freak lahh...sianz...

Yesterday in msn, that guy msn me and chat with me...i think he is crazy liao sehh...he ask me to meet him today morning at level 3 toilet outside...i ask him why...he say..."may i kiss you please?"what the freak he's is trying to do sehh...than i tell him...when one time when we are dating than say bahh...but this cant be true because i dont love u...he say" im your boyfriend right?" what the...how should i tell him in order not to hurt him that i cant be together with him because of one stupid reason..."i dont love him" but he already break with her gf liao le sehh...like make me like a 3rd party like that...freak lahh...

I want to tell that guy i love very much is that no matter where you are, i will be your guardian angel protecting you from harm de...thanks for the happy moments you have given me, i really considered myself fortunate to know you...

Today during pe lesson iwe play ruby and i enjoy playing it sehh...when i learn how to kick using that stupid ball, than i kick darm high...than my classmates clap for me sehh...Thanks lehh...i very happy...

My mother ask me what job i want to be when i grow up, i say accoutant sehh...i know that when i want to go poly hor to study accountant hor, must get 14points lehh...how the hell i can get?? freak...i thinking to go ite to study accounting than i go poly lor...but if i go ite, my relative confirm look down on me de lor...what should i do? tag in my board and tell me?

today my god brother break with his gf...sian...

Today i go and eat dinner with my mama in ten mile juction sehh...nice sehh...i sincerely recomment you all to eat the western food there...cheap and nice sehh...

2006-07-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

What a tired day of mine today...today i wake up at 6.45am because i need to go to go to dance at the "MI" and i will be meeting Shimin at the gate there at 8.00am sharp...I reached there and Shimin is late...Sianz...everytime like this de....nvm lahh...who ask she is my best friend...i reach home at 6pm..

When i reach there than we learn 3 different types of dance...very fun lahh actually...than after we learn and we have to teach the pri school kids how to dance...I was so happy that i can actually i can interact with kids...i love kids...because im the only child...i wished so badly for a sister...but...haiz...nvm...when i was actually waiting for the kids to arrive,i was thinking what we must do in order to teach them lehh...i going to faint when i actually saw them sehh...they are just P2 nia lehh...some worst...K2...omg...CMI(cant make it) lehh...Nvm...i go take care of a little cute girl named Qing Yu bahh...if not because of CIP hours...than u think i joanne lee will waste time in this kind of things?

Duno why...i think she got mental probs bahh...my friends alos say like that...when the kids are playing happily with the games...she like sit there and claim got ants all over the body...where got ants? i cant see lorr...than she sit there alone instead of playing games with us...later she claim she want drink water, go toilet blar blar....sian lahh...too tired liao le lahh...kids are darm trouble lahh...no kids for me when i got married...

That guys sms me and say that the whole class of his class know liao about the both of us liao le lehh...what the hell i can do? freak lehh...omg...how the hell i can face his gf...even thought i never done anything wrong...Tag in my board kkz....

2006-07-14T18:07:00.000+08:00

Today is my bloody sickening day of my life in school...i suppose to go meet LJS in my full school uniform de...Than i because of my idiotic hair of mine,i retie and retie it untill i see can make it...than i was about late liao le worr...than both me and my mother rush out to home and send me to school...but...i forget to bring my nametag!!! than i duno what do to...how am i suppose to meet LJS without a nametag?!?! bo bian...i borrowed from Yu wei my classmates de nametag to wear...i was afraid to let LJS see...than i hide it inside my shirt's pocket...wahahaz...than LJS realized about my nametag and scolded me and ask me to go to report again on MON...sianz lahh...My best friend shimin also sick...haiz...i wish she had a speed recovery bahh...rmb to drink more water bahh...

Today my friends and i go watch movie called the "recycle" that movie darm scary lorr...phew...i got my friends to protect me therefore not really scared to watch it bahh...than after that movie...my friends go work while me go home lorr...so scary to be alone now...wakakaz...nvm...after my bath...than im gg out liao le worr...wakaka...duno go where...SEE yahh i gtg...and rmb to tag my board before you go horr...

2006-07-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

today is darm bloody hell to me sehh...during pe lesson...that stupid MRS EE horr...let us play stupid ruby game...nvm...in the end of the lesson she ask me...:"Why you always give me that stupid idiotic expression that you are going to cry?" she say that bloody word to me infronth of whole class sehh...freaker right...i waiting for that day she retire than my whole life will not be able to see her liao...bear more weeks bahh...hahax...after that lesson she ask me to stay behind...than she ask me to show her my fingernails....omg...than i tot she might give me another chances...but she just called our year master called LJS...what the freak...he ask me alot of q why i must use such a obvious nail polish? he ask me what puishment i want kana? 1 day suspenion or 2 day or 3? i ask him to give me another chance...he ask me tmr go staffroom and ask report to him by 7.15am...shit lahh...nvm...i later go and clean that nail polish bahh...very pity lehh...i just paint it yesterday...nvm...haiz...

I heard that tt GUY have broken up with his gf liao..i so guilty sehh...duno what the hell i must face his ex gf if she knows...haiz...nvm...JOANNE...why you keep dreaming abt him? still rmb that the guy you love? your heart cant have a another guys...wake up...i dun think i might forget "him"...haiz...you must no move...must wait for him to come back to your side...but...haiz...

2006-07-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today both shimin and me have return to normal liao le worr...perhaps she realli understand me liao le bahh...shimin...thanks for forgiving me bah and just want to tell you that no matter what happened horr...i will be there to support you de worr...Forever Friends...

I was terrible upset lorr...therefore i went to yahoo and search for "sad love stories" and i have found this stories is darm touching lor...i cried when i watch that stories sehh...go to this link for more information bahh?? http://www.samuelgoh.net/love/ai_ni_shi_ge_cuo.htm Happy crying kkz??

When i was at home rot, i suddenly day dreamof some happy moments that me and my ex had done last time...i regret about what i have done last time...but i got no choice but...to let him go liao le lahh...Jia You!

I been thinking why i cant accept that guy in my school...he's a nice guy what...but i really cant accept him...i got no confident to be his gf because im a hot tempered person...and i last time hint my mother about if i stead with malay guy than what happened?? she say confirm cant...nvm...i dont like him what...how to stead???this is going to make both of us very upset what...somemore he got gf now...i sincerely hoped that he will break with her gf just because to be with me...OK?

Today follow my mother go buy My beloved drawth hamster lorr...i clean his cage and found out that My xiao bai have become very thin lehh...sorry...because i everytime online in internet...never take good care of you...nvm...i will take good care of you no matter what kkz? dont worry...hey...incidible tales is coming liao...see ya...bye...

2006-07-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

Today is darm bloodly lorz...during the SS period than i kana caught by MR TAN that i copied Shimin's work...how i know that he know sehh...that time is i reli dun have time to do liao...i decided to copy hers instead of kana dentention by him...After that...i confirm must apologise to her de mah...than i say sorry and tell MR TAN that i copied hers...he say it ok...next time dont do it again can liao...than she like very angry to me go recess herself....i very disappointed in her action than i dun1 go recess de...i plan to stay at classroom de...than i kana caught by a teaher that ask me go down recess...bo bian...i cried and thank god that i found yingying and yuwei...thanks for what you all have done bahh...make me so happy instead of keep crying bahh... i confirm know she confirm scold me very badly behind my back de...but what the hell i can do? let her scold bahh...perhaps this'll make her feel better bahh... i really dont mind de lorr...
Ps: Shimin if you happened to see my blog...please kindly forgive me bahz...if you dont want...i go no choice...no force...

About that guy...omg...i think i like him liao le lehh...but i cant be sure to myself as i still cant forget my ex de happy moments...no matter how much time i can take....but i really cant forget him...tag my board to tell me how can i forget him...thanks...

2006-07-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

haiz...Sianz...my leg is killing me sehz...pain untill can say die lorz....haiz...duno if i will die or not...hahaz...duno tmr should i gp dance tmr mahh...later "SHE" scold me for not attending dance lesson...haiz...

Today i was so stress untill...i run towards my lesson because i was late liao...than as i was turning to the cornern...that a lower sec boi suddenly rush out...omg...his lips is gg to touch mine...OMG...phew...haven touch...

Today can say is darm stress lorz...Today got 2 time physics lesson lorz...tired lahz...actually...i prefer attending physic more than chemsitry lorz...than i can feel like i work so hard today sehh...Jia You Joanne...you can promote to sec4 de sehh...Muackz...

Let's come to my relationship probs...rmb that "guy"? today than i found out that he actually still attacted lehh...omg...what i can still say...guys...but nevermind...see what he do lorr...no matter what he do...i confirm support him de lorr...

2006-07-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

haiz...sorry again...i never write blog yesterday because i really dont have the mood to write... please be understanding please...Thanks...

Hiaz...yesterday at first is like a very smooth day for me de at home rot...btu during dinner time horz...My mama say she hungry than she go dinner while i go have my bath...Perhaps i bath too long liao...when she come back keep scolding me like hell like that say what i never help her prepare for dinner...by the time i finish bathing and wear clothes...she like prepare ok le lorz...than what the hell she want me to preapre sehz...she say i talk back to her and have attitude probs...Freak lahz...i kept quiet...I even cry while i am actually eating...cant i have a nice and quiet place to eat...Nevermind...i eat...how am i going to eat when the asmosphere is darm ugly with a freaking black face of hers?if you are me lahh you all can see mehh even thought the food is darm nice...than suddenly singapore Tsunami came to my house...she ask me why i never eat...attitude prob huhh...i say dont have than...she started throwing the HOT dinner on my body...glass plate hit my leg and the plate broke of course...she still not happy...splash my tea on my face...she still not going to be happy...she come and beat me on my shoulder and legs...think i will move...but i never...i stood there thinking of my father to come and save me...but...do you think that Freaking father of mine will come rescue me??i was pronouned dead alive by my "beloved" mother...She expect me to clean up the mess that she create...freak lahz...do you think i will??...she ask me to clean up first before going to bath...i hack care her and go bath... She even tell me to go die lehh...where got mother like that tell her daughter de?? I was thinking whether want die or not...but...not worth it for her to die...

She not happy...called my gan ma and complain about me...freak off lahz...that this turn up to my fault? what the hell now?? adult cry win?? FREAK...Now i finally know that now where i am living now is not a place where i can showered lots of love and care...but is a place that i sleep only...Now you all know why i was limping to school and have my eyes swollen le bahz?please kindly comment on this blog on my tag board... Thanks...

Ps: bing ren ghor ghor...when you see this blog of mine, please kindly explain to your mother that it is not my fault...she pushed all the blame to me de...she become crazy untill i duno what the hell i should do...

2006-07-09T13:43:00.000+08:00

Harloz...sorry that u MIA yesterday...because i was too tired and lazy to write blog lorz...i promise you guys that i try my very best to write blog everyday so you all view my blog and tag my board...^_^

Yesterday,my cousin named shanice's parent come fetch me and bring their whole fanily including me go play bowling at the "police contryclub" i not sure where but the place only opened to police's family...i go ask my uncle who is a police where is that place than tell u all bahz? i darm long never go play bowling liao le lorz...Thanks Auntie & Uncle who bring me go lorz...

That time,i considered myself abit noob in playing bowling bahz...but i managed to be the 3rd in that game...Okaes lahz...bowling very fun lahz...but i duno why i keep falling down after throwing that heavy ball...darm it...than my right leg is like having blue black le lorz and my hand in like pain lorz...Who play bowling will fall down de...only me joanne will lorz...make me feel special...eeyer...i feel digusted...hahaz...^_^

Yesterday is my Third Auntie's birthday...Happy Birthday...hahaz....her daughter who is my biao jie say want make cake for her mother de...but the cake cant make it...hahaz....than go buy lor...wakakaz...Both shanice and i watch the movie called the "At the dopline bay" both me and shanice is like cry untill siao lorz...both of us de eyes is like fishball like that...swollen...so childish lehz...why got such a couple like untill so deep de?no such thing in the world de lorz...both of us is too naive...than we all take alot of nice pics...next time go view my friendster de profile...i upload than inform you guys...C Yah...dont forget to tag my tag board!

2006-07-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

Today it seems to be a fast and smooth day for me when i attend school but my left eye de content lens seems to be like shit like that lor...darm pain sehz...on SS class horz...i want go toilet but afraid that MR TAN might scold...he give us de open book test is like not enough time lor...than i about 4Q never do lehz...duno will scold mahz? i bear untill during poa class i ask permission from miss ng that i need go toilet to wash my eyes...It never become any better but become worst sia...than miss ng is like so ke lian me like that...hahaz...

Than during pysics lesson is like i really cant bear liao...i ask shimin accompany me go toilet...hahaz...than it like i take off my contact lens out she is like being digusted...really that disgusting mehz?hahaz...than i finally feel better liao le....

i dont want to go out with tt "Guy", than i send sms during lesson to my mama and ask her come and fetch me from school and go malaysia to buy the specs that i like...am i runing form reality?than in the end that specs sold out liao...than i now dont have correct vision of my eyesight de specs...haiz...can you guys help me keep a look out which specs is totally white in colour de?no plastics de...only metal and tell me asap bahz?thanks...

haiz...after go malaysia than i go my biao mei house think that can eat nice home-cooked food...but in the end ask my biao mei cook maggie mee for me to eat while i play her com...am i too hook on coms?hahaz...than we play and play...than she pitch me in my cheecks...she like so darm big sized girl pitch my cheecks?omg...darm painful seh...duno will blue-black mahz?

that "guy" never sms me the whole day but we got msn in the night...because he scared his bill will BOMB lorz...hahaz...if really...im the cause lorz...sorry bahz...i feel guity lorz...(*_*)

2006-07-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

Sian lahz...yesterday plan to watch the world cup de...i gamble with my mother that france sure win de...she dont believe lahz...than lose me $10 lorx...hahaz....Am i really that money faced? ($-$)?hahaz...Sorry that i say want watch the world cup with yingying de...but i never because too tired liao le...hahaz...3am lehz...watch liao dont need sleep liao than go school le nehz...i already promise myself that i cant sleep in school le...because i ask my best friend shimin to beat me hard on my shoulder to prevent me from sleeping...am i a freak? hahaz... ('',)

Today is my first day of having express de chinese...the teacher consider good to us because we really ask her to do for us de things is like went too far liao le lorz...btw...she also a teacher even thought she now undergo training in our school...the 3B pupils is like went too far liao...Example:ask her go switch on the light for us...cant teach on powerpoint slide...must write on whiteboard...than word too small cant see...marker ink not good...that teacher use de chinese is super chiam lorz...how am i going to survice in that subject?die liao le lahz...

When That guy say" i dont care...i tmr want send you home and we go eat lunch together..."omg...than i must run lahz...than the reason why im afraid to go school...hahaz...i dont want to accept him because im not a PLAY GIRL...thankz...

Today go have my dance today...than after ballet class than it about 5pm only than teacher ask those who never take part in the competition de can go home...than i is like happy untill siao lorz...hahaz...After dance than i ask my mother to go and wait for me at the opposite of my house that to have my eyes checked as i nowaday is like have a very blur vision lorz...

When i go have my eyes is like siao lor...My eyes is like from bad to worst lor...im afraid that my mother later banned me not to use com than i confirm die for you all to see lorz...but she never say...hahaz...than tmr im going to msia to have my new specs done as singapore too expensive liao...hahaz...that true ok....as i want without fame de...than not very cheap in here...hahaz...

sianz...tmr got social studies lesson lehz...die liao le lahz...MR TAN lehz...omg...may god bless our 3A class to prevent scolding from him? hey...you guys confirm must bring Textbook horz...later kana scolding than we whole class kana dentention hor...

what should i do?

2006-07-05T17:14:00.000+08:00

Today dont know why i tell you the malay guy hor...He wait for me at the recess first table there...when i see him, i just walk another round with shimin lor...walk past him without letting him knowing that...am i really bad...it because i really know that i will not be together with him de lor...dont want to let him get any hope lahz...because the higher he climb,the higher he drop than the pain is unbearable...

Today when i go hall to sing that stupid school songs, i secondary 3 liao can neraly forget how to sing that song!omg...cool man...hahaz...it because i really so darm long never sing that song liao le lor...cant really blame me lor...i believe many ppl also same as me right...

He msg me say that he will meet me after school and send me home...omg...how i can ask him send me home when so many bpian there?i really dont want ppl come and spread lor...than i talk to ying ying lor...pretend i never see him lor...see him i so pai seh lor...

i went to fareast with yuwei and ying ying to have our class t-shirt done...yu wei mother send us there...i really need to say thank you bahz...me first time sit my friend de car because mostly is my mother send my friend de...hahaz...i really need to thanks because of the hard work that both yuwei and yingying lor....she help us do the class t-shirt bahz...but many of our classmates dont really say thank you but instead scold her why so slow haven finish?so expensive lor...hahaz...but anyway...i support what ying ying and yu wei done bahz! they really got that talent to design the clothes...btw...both yingying and me was born on the same day! fate?hahaz...

That guy msn de nick named as "i will be waiting for you to accept me as ur stead!" omg...can tell me what i can do? tell me by tagging my board thanks...

Apple & Grape

2006-07-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

Today dont know why i so unlucky today lorz...Okay i want tell you the "good" things happened to me today...During that flag raising day,Mr "Maichel" complain that we Sec 1 & 3 sing the song not loud enough and ask we sing again...nevermind we bear...than MR Tan our "favourite" DM ask us to have a fast de recess and 10mins before the recess bells ring,than we have to lime up and sing again that stupid song...i also dont know why the people invent this for what...make us sing infronth the sec4 & 5...make me so pai seh...but i saw my senior Yong Ann hor...look so cute lor...dont even look like 17 de lor...hahaz...No ill intention hor...dont anyhow think hor...i only treat him as a school friend of mine only lor...

Than a friend of mine named "Apple"...temper dont knoe why so bad seh..when she come to school...give me a very bad face...nvm...i bear...because she is a good friend to me...during the Cme class...got presentation...we of course never do lor...than only me knoe what is the festival "vesak day" just because i am a buddist?there are alot of things that me too also have to learn...than she just say...you are the only one know...that why you have to do...that push all the stuff to me...actually...i dont really mind de lor...as this is called "what good friend are for" and "help a friend in need is a friend indeed"...then say this festival i choose de...therefore i must finish it up by myself...nvm...i do lor...it ok de...A friend of mine name " Grape" complain to me say that "Apple" attitude suckz to the core...nvm...i already apologised to "Grape" liao and everything is fine right now liao le...Dont Worry "Apple"

Today i very bad skip dance...wahahaz...because all my friend who is sernior all say dun1 go...than ask me go...dont1 lahz...so pai seh...with the sec1...hahaz...than as a result...i never go lor...wahahahz...

I asked Ummu and Shafiqah whether Hilmil is a flirt mahz...they say confirm no but he is very childish lor...really meh?anyway...this does not matter me as i will not be accepting him because my heart is dead...no one can heal it expect a "guy"....dont tell you all who...hahaz...guess bahz...
tomorrow i will be free liao...as i got nothing on on that day...i so happy...than i sms to Hilmil say that i free tomorrow...omg...he say he want to send me home...omg...i give alot of excuse by not accepting him...perhaps he also know bahz...what he touch me is that he got NCC but dont care about afraid kana punish by Mr Sim...he hide in the corner and sms me...i ask him dont msg me liao as im afraid that he kana punish than i feel so guilty also...hahaz...

Today one of a friend named yingying go accompany me go lot1 eat lunch and we started chatting about guys...she ask me why i break with my ex...she very curious why also...she say i love him so much lor...and is the 1st time say i love a guy...but anyway...she agreed also than single better....hahaz...
Ps: Karming...dont get the ill intention kkz...thanks...

MAY god bless them

2006-07-03T12:42:00.000+08:00

haiz...yesterday spend about 1hr talking to Karming. . .and in the end so sad when talk to him lorz...He's is his friend confirm side him de mahz...he also only listen to one side of the story horz...nvm...it's over liao...haiz...Karming say i play girl...am i really a play girl...i can tell you that perhapz last time i was a play girl when i was in sec2...because i never love someone so deep before...i can tell you all that i love zhili lorz...i done alot of thing for him lorz...but never expect this to change so much...I agreed in this sentence"the higher you climb,the higher you fall than the injuries will be more worst"....agree?i climb too much during that relationship,than i kana fall from so high...my injuries are so bad until want die like that lor...because of that word "if" i regreted writing that word my whole life...therefore dont ever write that word "IF" trust me...later people kana misunderstand me than i die...
Ps:karming...i confirm will not contact zhili liao le...than you will not be worry abt i'll hurt him liao...zhili...sorry what i have done to make you so hurt by saying "if"...what i have written make you misunderstand me...sorry...nvm,it over liao...rmb to carry on with your life horz...may god bless both Karming & Zhili...cya...

SAD

2006-07-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

sob...i really very upset what the hell my ex zhili said...hey....you all dont laugh horz...im crying right now...im terrible sad because what he done....perhaps you all think why i am upset right...you all go see what the hell my ex zhili write... www.wangzhili.blogspot.com

i can tell you guys that im 100% disappointed in him lorz...he always never care about another ppl de feeling de lorz...i can tell u guys that i confirm wun patch with him de lorz...sob...

Haiz...so stress

2006-07-02T18:21:00.000+08:00

today i wake up at about 9.00am instead of 9.30am de...but my mama lahz...alarm clock ring so loud...cant wake up...hahaz...meet shimin in her house doing that stupid chinese presentation lorz...that suppose to be holiday assignment de lorz...at first, ying and yu wei do with shimin de...than i got no choice but to do myself liao le bahz...i do finish liao than they all ask shimin to join me with the work...no choice lorz...

firstly...must thanks my beloved biao ge de gf help me to do the tag board lorz...thanks alot...hahaz...she is a girl that is the most prettiest girl in the world bahz...that the truth horz...as i already said...what i have written in the blog is nth but the truth lorz...i have been looking for a song that is very important to me is "thank god that i have found you"that song is a very important to me...why lehz...dun1 tell you all as is smth very personal de...

Today go to shimin house do project...yah...we finally finish that project liao...than we watch the ghost movie bahz...at her house...i arrive at her house at about 9.30am buy breakfast for her bahz...after we do finish that project liao le horz...than we go YEW TEE there got funfair...than i decided to buy smth for my mother to eat...and she happy like hell...dun really know what adults actually thinks...hahaz...perhaps touched by what i have done for her?hahaz....LOL...

That malay guys hor...went malaysia today...that what actually puzzled me sia...everytime before i actually wake up,he confirm msg me via sms de...than today never...i wait and wait and decide to msg him first...than i found out that he went malaysia...hahaz...funny horz...hahaz...than he asked me whether did i miss him or not...i never reply him...than he keep msg me....called me dear again...omg...STRESS...

i already tell him that im a girl that is hot tempered de...ugly...always quarrel with my ex bf de lor...difficult to woo also...ask him dun ever think to stead with me....dun regret...he say he wun regret...omg...i dun1 to reject him directly de...as i scrared he will be hurt...what the hell i should do right now?pls tell me in my tag board bahz...thankz...haiz...

What Should I Do Right Now?(-_-"')

2006-07-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hello...today seems to be a smooth day for me...as i yesterday watch a ghost movie in channal u at midnight...quite scary bahz...called the " cursed theme park"...actually i watch before when i was sec1 bahz in my biao mei hui en de house...as u all know that i love to watch ghost movie,therefore i dont really mind watch it again lorz...

today that malay guy in serene class confessed that he like me last month lorz and hoped that i can accept him as my boyfriend...but...i can say that he is a malay while im a chinese...how to be together even they say that races in not that important....but i really cannot forget the happy moment with Zhili that you all already know...this is what my biao mei say"must learn to forget the past and move on...perhaps he's the right guy for you lehz..."but...what i can say now is that even thought me and him are only schoolmates for three years...but...i dont really know him de lorz...see him before for a few times only bahz...really must get to know him before really stead with him...now what im trying to say is that i confirm must forget the past with Zhili before i really stead with him lorz...than it fair to him right...

i have ask most of my friend and cousin...that whether "all malay guys are flirt"...they say mostly bahz...omg...but really must know him well than say bahz...as i already know from serene that he take my hp no because he say im cute!omg...my shit face considered cute?!cant really believe lorz...perhaps all guys de eyes got stamp bahz...my best friend kenneth also say im like cute...omg...haiz...in the end,he keep stressing me lorz...ask me go out and ask me to be his girlfriend...omg...i dont really know him well...how i should go out with him?he even called me DEAR!omg...

i have already reject him indirectly because i scared he might be hurt or something bahz...i ask him to give both of us more time to consider or know each other well bahz...he called me DEAR...and my ex who want to patch also called me DEAR...im now stress up liao le lahz...why i want to be single but...haiz...what i can still say?haiz...

the another prob is that i cant really communicate with that malay guy lorz....as u all know i really like to sms short forms and singish right...he always say he cant understand at all lorz...now perhaps i should use perfect english liao le bahz...like that kill 2 birds with 1 stone...

now very late liao as i tmr gg meet shimin do the chinese project...bye...

PS:zhili...this things are not fake de lorz...im not like you...say what "sotong girl" lorz...what i write here is nth but the truth de horz...

Shimin delayed birthday

2006-07-01T10:41:00.000+08:00

Firstly...i have to apologize that yesterday i never write a blog lor...because i went shopping with my mother at jurong point and by the time i reached home horz...is already 11pm liao le...than lazy on the com liao le lahz...hahaz...nvm it okaes...i write blog for this yesterday first...than at nite than i write about today de bahz...wahahaz...

Yesterday when i was in school...i very hungry lorz...like dying liao le like that...lucky i got bring a huge pack of tibbits...because i know that i will confirm be hungry de lorz...both shimin and i eat and eat until recess...quite fun bahz...eat than cant let teacher see...hahaz...

My friend jio me go jurong point walk walk...than after school i went back home to bath...than rushed out to meet them lorz...they treat me eat lunch which make me very uncomfortable de lorz...as i dun really like ppl treat me de lorz...because is one of them de birthday...shimin de...than got one ppl buy necklaces for me lorz...wahahaz....so happy lorz...i think is buy at the gift it a name de...got my name on it de lorz....actually horz...jurong point u all say sian de place,actually very nice to shop de lorz...i recomment ppl go there shop instead of hanging around in the Lot1...

Ps:Shimin...any quaries can tell me on tues when we go school...after u read this blog...

Than about6pm...that my mother say that want come meet me at jurong point and my friends going home liao le...than say byebye to them and wait for my mama to come and meet me lahz...so sianz...that period of time when i wait for my mama...was like ages like that lorz...anyway i wait liao le than go eat dinner than shop lorz...hahaz...

That while i was shopping...that's one unknown no de ppl come and msg me...i tot is my ex chee long de...he everytime when break,confirm come and talk to me and jio me like that...hahaz...anyway now i treat him as a small kid to me bahz...Than that unknown guy tell me that he is one of serene friend in my school...than i finally realized that is him lorz...you know why?because on one of the check up in OBS,that's one guys say that im cute infronth of me...and keep videoing behind me...than jump right infronth of me,pretending video his friends...i think is videoing me bahz...i can confirm is serene give him de lorz...than both me and HILMI chat via sms than he ask me whether i got bf now...i say break liao...actually...i duno him even he is my schoolmates for so long liao...what a failure of me right?hahaz...

Ps:zhili arx...yesterday nite,u msg me good nite right and called me joanne dear...i want to clarify with u that now im single lorz...im not ur stead lorz...that is not really right to called me as dear...dun put the name in ur msn nick can...i dun really want so many ppl to see ur nick...if u want put...pls dun put my name there...thankz...

Ouchz....Stress

2006-06-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

so sianz lahz....u know what...today is just the 4th day of school nia lehz...like i study 4 years liao le...i believe that both me and my another classmates are all stressing right now bahz?hahaz...tommorrow i have to hand in the chinese presentation using powerpoint lahz...so sianz...if that subject is now is not Mr pang,i confirm will not do the lorz...wahahaz...but think that this is my last assignment to be handed in to Mr pang,i must do the best while i can bahz...

Ouch...my grastic is getting more & more worst liao le lorz...during pe lesson horz...i want to go sick bay and see whether can feel better mahz...if not,i want to go home and rest de lorz...but i think that my mother confirm go malaysia de lor...than no one can come and fetch me de lor...that the school dun allow me go home myself de right?haiz...than i bear untill i can go home bahz...than must wait to check up...die arz...

today got the health check up lor...got alot of class also there,therefore we have to q up bahz...we waited abt 3hrs for that check up lorz...stupid de lorz...only got 1 doctor helping us with the writing of the OBS(outward bound school de camp)haiz...i think is the waste of money only lorz...talk with us a few mins,abt 2 min de most only lor...than spend us abt $15 on this stupid stuff...actually hor...i can tell u,that what he help us fill in hor,we can actually filled in ourself de lor...im glad that i can dun inject because i am fit...but poor esther forget to bring the health booklet...therefore,without any reason,kana inject lor...i today never attend dance because hor...i finish my check up at 5pm...that what is the point going again?hahaz...can skip dance...yahz...

yahz...tmr have youth day celebration...than monday dun need come to school...can play com the whole day liao...yahz...

i have found myself a japanese name called kagami Matsuki...nice?have ur english name translated? went to http://www.blogthings.com/japanesenamegenerator/
PS:zhili...i want to tell u that...if u are busy...can tell me de...because i hate people neva reply my msg or let me wait for people msg for so long de lor...that is rude...if u tell me u are busy,than i confirm wun disturb u de...thankz...msn,if u are busy...put ur status as busy or what...thankz...

What A BAD Day For Me (-_-"')

2006-06-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

sian lahz...duno wht nowadays hor...v stress lor...make me so stress until dun have time to think abt another stuff...including about relationship stuff...that the reason why zhili...i hoped that u can stop thinking abt having patch with me for the time being bahz...when both of us more mature liao and still love each other,than say bahx...sorry for the rejection of ur asking of patch bahz...

today i horz...during english lesson hor...i forget to do finish the english workbook called the five years series lor...than kana punished to go out of class facing the sun and do my homework there...miss ong also very stress because about half the class outside the class...can forgive her bahz...but that something unfair is that 3B de student also never do hor...sit outside without facing the sun...can still talk somemore lorz...dun really like having punishment lorz...but one thing different...they have to write 100time "i will remember to bring and do my homework during english lesson" hahaz...you know when we stand outside, so hot lor...like my leg chao tah liao le...hahaz...but really serve me right lahz...who ask me never do my homework?hahaz...

today never go play bowling with celine & serene liao le...because my best friend shimin never go than sianz liao...cant possible ask her go back herself bahz...i also dun really feel like going with serene because last time that is some fiction with her make me so upset and hurt bahz...even thought we both ok liao...but really duno how to face her bahz...

today i go shopping and eat my lunch at lot1...duno why nowadays my gastric abit crazy like that...u know what...everyday when i never eat breakfast hor...than it ok de leh...but when i reach school is like very hungry until i want to faint like that lorz...than after recess eat liao than gastric pain like that lorz...haiz...than everyday sometime during the day...i feel like fainting lor...because giddy like that...because too stress liao le bahz...shimin say perhaps is my blood pressure is too low le bahz...nevermind...tmr got checkup...confirm than will know liao le...but got injection lehz...because of the OBS camp coming on AUG...hahaz...shimin birthday is tmr than kana injection... hahaz... duno what do buy for her also...omg...hope that not expensive de bahz...anyway is the word that counts...correct?

look like i cannot hang so often at lot1 during schooldays liao le lahz...die lahz...let me explain...om mon, shimin got dance practice,than cant possible i go hang out in lot1 alone right...Tues,i got dance practice,than she cant possible go lot1 alone right...Wed,than can hang out in lot1...thur,we got dance practice...fri,i go my ganma there help out than go shopping...sat,she got tution...sun,we rest...how?oh my god...haiz...u know what?

i today after school go lot1 eat KFC...than go shop...btu she have to reach home at 4pm...sianz...anyway....i also can go home early therefore not to let my mama worry...during shopping...i buy liao le that nail polish from the bluez shop...1 for $0.90...while 5 for $4...which is cheaper?of cux the 5 for $4 de right?hahaz...i buy de colour is black...white...transparent...hahaz...i stop here liao le...BYE...muackz...hahaz...

so stress arx...

2006-06-27T15:47:00.000+08:00

wahz...today is a very stress day to me bahz...you know who become our new socical studies teacher?oh my god...MR TAN lehz...our disclipine master lehz...sian lahz...why miss lim leave the school without telling us?make us school abit desperate for teachers liao le...haiz...our new chemsitry teacher named miss or bahz...not sure also...why the teacher treat us so unfairly?just because we are normal acap student?use us as a white mice and test whether that miss or really can teach us?because we really very bad liao...now only making it worst only...haiz...

u know what...during that social studies lesson hor...we girls forget to bring our textbook horz as we normally never bring de...than when MR TAN come inside and ask who never bring de stand up...shit lahz...than he scolded Ely idiot as he is his group than scold eline that she is a vice chairman than never bring...he say he can make sure both ely and eline cannot be chairman and vice chairman...haiz...whu ask him to be our DM?so suay lorz...face our fate bah?me and shimin scared till cant see during recess as he is too fierce...shout so loud than the whole sec3 know that he scold...terrible...horrible and vegetable seh...

today i dirty my school skirt liao le...u know what?wailing lor...she dunp why throw the correction liquid to the dustbin...when i come back from toilet...she throw than the liquid splash to me and shimin skirt lor...as i was infronth, i kana worst lor...ke yi also kana...but on his hands...than me leh?skirt and leg!ahit...gg kana scolding from my mama liao le lah...

he say that our holiday assignment must hand in my today!oh my god...chinese two composition also must hand in by today lehz...oh my god...serve me right lah actually as i never do during the june holiday bahz...hahaz...than during homework period hor...i can tell u that only 1 hour do 3 compositon!i rush like siao also...i decided ask my mother come and fetch me...when she saw me is like that..."WAH...what happened?why ur face so pale?never eat during recess huh?"what i can say?cant possible say that i feel like fainting bahz?i like having astma like that...sick lahz...gastric pain also...feel like smth is wrong abt me...haiz...

both celine and sherene jio me and shimin go play bowling near celine hse de...but shimin lor...say she cant...than nvm it ok...than i go myself bahz...after school than i go bahz...must be fun de...as they ask me to bring zhili go...but i say dun1 lah...cux they duno i had broken up with him liao le...but dun1 let them know...later they sad also...okok le...write until here can liao...happy reading！

The Happies Day Of My Life!

2006-06-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

hie...i today very happy lehz even today is a first day of school...even i always tell u guys that i joanne dun like to go to school...abit tired liao than take off liao...never even attend school...but i can tell u that last time de joanne is dead liao when i break with my ex on the 3june 2006...last time nerd nerd de joanne come back liao...hahaz...i got something really happy and wanted to share with everyone who read my blog now bah...dunhie...i today very happy lehz even today is a first day of school...even i always tell u guys that i joanne dun like to go to school...abit tired liao than take off liao...never even attend school...but i can tell u that last time de joanne is dead liao when i break with my ex on the 3june 2006...last time nerd nerd de joanne come back liao...hahaz...i got something really happy and wanted to share with everyone who read my blog now bah...duno why...i kana push to go to take the higher chinese liao le...i very blur right now...that time my chinese teacher say that those at mid-year got 65,must go to take higher chinese...but i was so sad that i only get 61...therefore i cannot go...but now...duno why when chinese period hor...he say that i needed to go to take that subject...Kenneth...happy for me also mah...i know that u are busily with ur prepration towards ur exam...free than msg me bah...
Yahpee...finally i can take that subject that i been waiting for...yah!but think again...why i must be happy leh?my biao ge named bingren take that subject but in the end drop that...he say very stress take that sub...he so clever than cant take it...than how about me?i dun1 to kana drop...that so paisae also...haiz...but have to try bahz..if really cant than it okaes bah...at least i got try lor...
i tell u some stuff happened in my class today bah...today amos have a new haircut...wailing say him look like the big yellow big bird!make sense also...look like he dun like she like that say him bahz...during poa lesson hor...i never do finish that holiday hw hor...i bluff miss ng that i forget to bring...in the end she say me have a face like ve ke lian like that..really meh?hahaz...than she check my bag see whether i got bring that hw mah...lucky that i put it in my table drawer...she see that i bring nth but a pencil box,wallet and watter bottle but bring such a big bag,she look funny and use the paper in her hand and hit my head...and say:"aiyoh joanne..."hahaz...duno why today seems to pass so early...
today got dance practice...i go explain why i never attend dance practice so may time...she look werid and ask me to go write a parental letter to pass it to her bah...i say okaes by thursday...hahaz...today dance seems so slack lor...duno do what because i never belong to any dance competition...sit there practice my line dance...than got nth liao than alot of ppl like me sit alone in the stage and sleep!i really sleep so sound lor...that stupid school bell lor...ring so loud and wake so many girl up...me and my two friend from 2c jump up the basin and wash our leg and play with the water...i found out that that is the real joanne liao...so happy...instead so sad when quarrel with my ex last time...hahax...i have decided to go to tuesday de gymnatics ang thursday de ballet class than ok liao...instead of at there rot...duno why today so many thing to write on blog...wahahaz...o why...i kana push to go to take the higher chinese liao le...i very blur right now...that time my chinese teacher say that those at mid-year got 65,must go to take higher chinese...but i was so sad that i only get 61...therefore i cannot go...but now...duno why when chinese period hor...he say that i needed to go to take that subject...Kenneth...happy for me also mah...i know that u are busily with ur prepration towards ur exam...free than msg me bah...

Yahpee...finally i can take that subject that i been waiting for...yah!but think again...why i must be happy leh?my biao ge named bingren take that subject but in the end drop that...he say very stress take that sub...he so clever than cant take it...than how about me?i dun1 to kana drop...that so paisae also...haiz...but have to try bahz..if really cant than it okaes bah...at least i got try lor...

i tell u some stuff happened in my class today bah...today amos have a new haircut...wailing say him look like the big yellow big bird!make sense also...look like he dun like she like that say him bahz...during poa lesson hor...i never do finish that holiday hw hor...i bluff miss ng that i forget to bring...in the end she say me have a face like ve ke lian like that..really meh?hahaz...than she check my bag see whether i got bring that hw mah...lucky that i put it in my table drawer...she see that i bring nth but a pencil box,wallet and watter bottle but bring such a big bag,she look funny and use the paper in her hand and hit my head...and say:"aiyoh joanne..."hahaz...duno why today seems to pass so early...

today got dance practice...i go explain why i never attend dance practice so may time...she look werid and ask me to go write a parental letter to pass it to her bah...i say okaes by thursday...hahaz...today dance seems so slack lor...duno do what because i never belong to any dance competition...sit there practice my line dance...than got nth liao than alot of ppl like me sit alone in the stage and sleep!i really sleep so sound lor...that stupid school bell lor...ring so loud and wake so many girl up...me and my two friend from 2c jump up the basin and wash our leg and play with the water...i found out that that is the real joanne liao...so happy...instead so sad when quarrel with my ex last time...hahax...i have decided to go to tuesday de gymnatics ang thursday de ballet class than ok liao...instead of at there rot...duno why today so many thing to write on blog...wahahaz...

what the hell i should do right now?

2006-06-25T05:10:00.000+08:00

sorry for the missing period that i have been missing lor.... because that my old com go repair liao... my friend repair untill like cannot repair like that... than i go buy a new dell com that i have spend so many $ on this com... but it all worth it lah...

as you guys know that i have break with my bf zhili, really thanks what you all have done for me to console me bah... i really happy to know you all as my friend!!! thanks... muackz....

okaes... i break with my bf on 3th june 2006 when he say he wanted a break to prevent time wastage... in the end, it make sense also, than i break with him bah... on that day was also my uncle birthday also... we spend a day in a hotel in bugis there named the inthecontinental if im not wrongly spelled... wahaha as u all know that my english was suck to the core de... dont blame me...

on 16th june 2006 was the eve of my biao ge de wedding and we all are busy helping them do the nessersary thing that the chinese believe bah... i saw one laptop there without anyone using it... i ask permission by my biao ge whether can use or not... he say can use than i use bah... the first thing that crossed my mind is to read his blog... i have a shock of my life... he say he got a girl name "sotong girl" that he love 1314... can hoped that he can stead with him... and ask that girl to give him a chance.... what i can still say? bless him bah... that say when i went home is already going 1am liao... have a bath than talk via phone with my best friend kenneth until 4am in the morning than i realized that i have to wake up the next morning at 7AM! omg... i talk via phone with him because at that point of time i was having depression with the relationship stuff... he encourage me that life have to go on no matter what... my ex had already moved on liao, why i still at square one? what really important to be is that to conentrate on my studies now instead of having relationship...

finally on 25 june 2006, my com had arrive... i plan not to trouble him liao and decided to set up myself... but there are a few thing that needed him to help me install... anyway thanks for helping me bah... when my mum took us go eat dinner, he asked me to patch... what i can do right now? accept? reject? im at a lost... help me bah... my biao mei all say to reject... including my mum also... as he last time promised me that he wun contact his ex and asked karming to be his withness... in the end now than i found out that he still continue to contact his ex... eg: shopping, play basketball, watch movie... omg i have considered myself foolish bah? kana kept in the dark so long than now i found out... now what should i going to do?

if i accept, will he still bluff me and kept me in the dark? how about the sotong girl he had mention that he love 1314 and hoped that the girl will be his gf when she happened to read his blog? if i reject, will i regret? because that until now my love for him is still as good as last time... now i hoped that he will be happy no matter what happened... may god bless both him and that sontong girl happiness bah... i only hoped that he is happy and that doesnt matter whether i was steading with him... i now end liao as my grastric pain untill siao liao... ouch...

Today Is Such A Stress Day!

2006-05-30T16:17:00.001+08:00

I wake up at about 8.30am bah... i planned not to go de, i rather stay at home sleep untill i am dead bah? hahax just joking nia lah... i got a mathematics lesson at 10.40am de, but my i saw the wrong message that my best friend sent to me de lor, i reached school st 10.00am! therefore have a long way to wait liao... i decided to go back to my class and wait... but i saw my friend Amos sitting at outside the class together with the table and chair which i later found out by Shimin that he was actually late for class and that the punishment lor... Actually i really hope that Amos will not treat me so badly lor, i am sorry that i was too harsh on him liao le lor... I hoped that Amos when you see my blog, i really hope that you will not treating me like now lor...

When i reached the my 3A class, i kana scolding from their stupid literature teacher that she say i am actually LATE for her class and very LATE! oh my god, i was not in her literature class therefore should i go to her tution? that sounded funny right? haiz... kanna scolding by nothing by her? i am fortunate that my literature teacher will not like that lor, instead he treat me pretty good bah? hahax... i found out that i had make a mistake of the timing lor... haiz... i am fortuante to find 3B the john lor, he like a blur king like that lor, he was in Tom Chan english lesson that he do not know where the room he must be in, therefore very late in his lesson bah? since there is alot of time, i accompany him to go to my school de AVA room, I studio and 3B classroom but cannot find the teacher! finally at 10.10am liao, i joined shimin go to the canteen drink sonething than rush to back to classroom for my maths tution by mr sim...

at 10.40am, when he finally started giving us the worksheet, he started to nag again... i like maths alot de, but i do not seems to bear with that teacher nagging lor... he can from teaching graph hor, can say that ecomomic stuff lor... when i really cannot tahan liao le hor.... therefore i take out of notebook hor, started to write useless stuff inside lor... when he finally started teaching, i copied down the important notes given by him hor, than he talk so fast, do not let me have the time to copy! haiz, important stuff talk so slow, than not related to maths stuff, talk so many crap... haiz... since he teach me maths, i never passed the maths before in any test or exam, because i started to sleep when he started teaching liao...

Finally maths tution finish liao le lor... i was so hungry like going to have grastric pain again, me and shimin planned to go to seven eleven to have our lunch taken de, but the idiotic guard do not let us to leave the school! if we really want, must write a letter to him and see the principal approve mah? oh my god! we got no choice liao, run to the canteen to eat liao... at about 1.20pm, Miss ong that was our english teacher hor, come and teach us liao, i forget to bring the mid year english paper the composition! so sad! haiz, today everything seems not be going smoothly sia...

after that at about 2.30pm liao le hor, shimin and i planned to go to westmall de, but i forget to bring my card to take bus de... therefore so not wish to go westmall liao le lah... hiaz... we go lot one the popular to exchange something than go home liao... tomorrow after i finish my maths lesson, shimin say want to go to bishan to shop.... depends bah? havent comfirm also... very tired liao... Bye! see ya!

Haiz...

2006-05-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today i never go out and stay at home rot lor... i am fortunate to had borrowed a korea series show from my best friend shimin bah? Now i can say i been addicted liao le bah? now that my mother also been addicted liao... that love story is very good lor... make me wanted to cry lor... NO! i am a strong girl, will not easily cried de lor... but i do not know why i keep crying for zhili lor... haiz...

Today my god brother break with his girlfriend lor... so sad lor... he say that he saw his beloved girlfriend hug another guys with his own eyes lor... He then tell me that one thing... he say no one really cannot torarate his girlfriend hug people and that true... who can tahan? if me, i will not do anything lor... just go there and hoped that he treat that girl lor... how am i going to do at that point of time? really wished that, that time will never come bah? haiz... i really scared that he might die because too hurt liao le lor... really hoped that he will be fine and i believe that time can heal everything! just want to tell you ghor " no matter what happened, i will be there for you! never think of dying! remember to msg me if you really needed help, call me for a chat also can! do not die for a person that not worth for you to do so!'' really hoped ghor can read my blog bah...

Now why so many people thinking of dying? if they really die, their problem will be solved meh? they are just running away from the fact lor... they are not willing to face the fact and therefore i called them as coward! but if i really put myself in my shoes, i can eally understand why they are ended in that way... therefore i can tell you all that love is really hurts lor... since you all dare to have relationship with another party than must prepared that one day might break de... that one sentence in chinese i tranlated to you all bah? " if you can take, you must know how to put down"

Thinking that june holiday had just started, i can play alot liao, but the problem is there is alot of days that needed me to go to school for extra lesson or for dance practice! sianx... i think i really have to plan a time table for my june holiday bah? but too lasy too make a nice one... HAHAx... tomorrow i have a high chance of going to malaysia to shop, i am happy untill siao liao le lor...

i planned to create a new blog, but no one know my blog de, because i had to write some personnal stuff inside because alot of people had already know my blog liao... even my boyfriend will not be able to see my blog... therefore i have to apologise if i never write blog in this account, sorry lah... Bye, i think i have to turn in right now because too tired liao! BYE! sweet dream!

Today Is A Moodless Day

2006-05-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

Today i never go out to have family gathering with my cousin, because i really cannot face Shanice what she had done to make me so hurt... I know that she is my cousin therefore i really had to forgive her but... i really cannot bring myself to forgive her for what she had done... i know what i really needed is time, i believe that time had heal everything... haiz... i just find a excuse that i wanted to watch the korea Series Show which i borrowed from my best friend shimin, therefore i do not want to go out...

i would want kenneth to know that me quarrel with shanice really do not conern about him, so please do not blame yourself that you are the one who make both of us started quarreling thanks... i really do not wish to drag him into the quarreling between Shanice and me...

Today when watch that Korea Show, i really thought very hard what my life really are like... When i was a just a age of about four, my heartless father leave both me and mother... from i have my sense untill now, i just wanted to know what the hell reason that my father had leave me, i believe that one day, i will ask my father why he so heartless leave me? am i really so unwanted? haiz... I know that he already married liao what can i do? no choice liao le mah... must face the face liao... he got a daughter but she is not his real blood... i really do not know why he rather feed not her real blood de daughter better than feed me sia? he do not thnk how i felt when people laugh at me that i was fatherless and when i saw people so happy when their father? haiz... that make me really lost trust in guy totally liao, that why last time i can call myself a flirt... but things started to change when i meet my boyfriend now... but it does not have a smooth relationship with him because we keep quarreling.... that make me lost thrust in my relationship bah? i really very afraid the term "love"... love really hurts...

My leg is okay liao therefore really have to thank all my friend who are really care about my wound... it never affect me very much as i am fortunate that the fall will not leave me any mark on my legs... Even thought my june holiday start liao but i can say that i never rest and play lor... can say that i must come to school for extra lesson and my dance practice bah? therefore is very stress for me to take liao le... and i promise myself that i must pass all the subject by end of year liao... must let those people who looked down on me to eat back their word!

Parent meeting day

2006-05-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

Today during pe lesson, i played captain ball with my classmates named Ummu, Nazreenah, Fahanah, Shafiqah, Esther, SingEe and my best friend Shimin... It seems to be very happy playing the game but things keep we keep injured ourselves... I was pushed by shafiqah when she tried to snatch the ball from me... in the end i was landed on my left side of my body to the ground... ouch...Thanks to grace who is in st john helped me to clean my wound when my left leg is bleeding... nevermind i hoped she will not feel guilty what she had done to me... it just purely a accident therefore i hope Shafiqah, you will not blame yourself... next, Esther fall down because she pushed by Shafiqah and bleed more than me! but in different leg... wahahax... Finally SingEe hand was hit the ball hard and in the end, her middle finger was bleeding... did not really remember which hand was bleeding... I knew something bad will happened in that place that we play games because i saw a figure that but no one believe... My friend Lipui, sense that also and gpt one time was pulled by the unknown force in the ground... Oh may god bless me...

What Serene actually want? why she keep bad stab me and when I go confronth it to her, she act innocent in front of her friends, in the end make like i am the one who had done wrong... Today Celine tell me that Serene say that my school skirt was very short, like want attract guys like that... oh my gosh... i pretented that i never hear anything from Celine... I become rather smart by act that nothing happened... is the truth, what i can do? i believed that remain silent is the better choice, you think so too? Why i just cannot have a simple and happy relationship with him? Why she must come between us? i admit that i always quarrel with zhili because of her, but i really hope that i can compromise with everyone of us... But how?

Today parent meeting session with my form teachers... when i see my result, i had a shock of my life! i failed 5 Subject! total subject is 7! oh my god... I can see the disappointed face of my mother... i really had upset my mother...So sad... just because that i take the o level subject, i think i had to take n level subject... I hoped that by the end of this year, i can pass all my subject and prove to other that i JOANNE can pass all the subject! let them eat back their words! Today I am glad that Sherman had accompany me during the session therefore i had to thank him for what he had done for me... I am curious why my mother had said those words let me want to laugh at her " why huh? in your class got so many shuai guys why u like zhili huh?" hahax my reply was'' eeyer, so ugly... my zhili more shuai sia..." hahax it the truth what i never bluff... That all for today bah? Bye

Today is my bad day

2006-05-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

Today is a very bad day for me liao le...Haiz...My school teacher asked me whether my parent will attend the parent meeting session... but i say my mother not free to attend than that it lor...but my stupid miss ong called my mother and tell her that my result darm poor lor... when the time my mother tell me about that, my heart sank to the bottom and i afraid that i will be killed when i got home... therefore, i think of a solution that i hope my mother will not angry liao...wahahaz... i buy my mother a shoes, hope she like that bah? my method of letting her not angry had work! i never get scolded for the time being, but tomorrow is my dead date...remember to come my funeral hor... thanks...

I today quarrel with shanice... i hate people back stab me de... but i am shock that she is that kind or person, got no choice lah... she is my biao mei what the hell i can do? but i cannot bring myself to forgive her.... i dont think i can forgive her bah?

What I Wanted Actually?

2006-05-23T12:51:00.000+08:00

I really don not know what the hell i actually want now liao le... i feel so confused and feel like giving up liao le... I got tons of stress that is going to kill me... today i never attend school as i felt that it is darm useless to go to school with such a bad mood... haiz... i just want to be alone and have a quiet place for me to think what are my choices now...

like what kenneth say, he suggested me that what should i do now about my boyfriend... he give me two choices... one, continue my life without my boyfriend that means break up with him... second, continue the relationship with him and must forgive him what he had actually done and start a life with him... i dont think that his suggestion are good for me... but anyway thanks alot to him for what he had done for me bah... yeah, i also wanted to thank a very important person named Thomas for what he had done for me... he encourage and be my listening ears when i am sad... evern that he live in penang in Malaysia and we never meet before, i can consider fortunate that he actually care about me... Thank those people who actually care about me when i am sad... next time hor, treat you two eat dinner...

Why People Had To Bluff For What They Wanted?

2006-05-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday all my three cousin come my house and stay overnight. . . I so regret if she never come than alot of thing will never happened liao le at all. . .

Yesterday my cousin named Shanice hor, play a new game named Pangya... She know a guy name kenneth, she like him alot and i know by the look of her face... I see her so happy and because i just quarrel with my boyfriend, i decided to know him therefore i ask Shanice for his handphone number and MSN address...

I ask whether shanice can message Kenneth and make friend bah? She say cannot because she will get jealous... but i message him secretly without she knowing but, i found out that she ask Kenneth not to message me and even ask him to promise me...

I was very disappointed by her action... i nearly cried...That guys is age 18 this year lor... I admit myself that i really had a good impression of him bah? I feel so upset when she did this... my heart sank to the bottom lor... i ask him whether he like her mah? he say that he treat her only her mei mei nia... If he tell his friends that he got a stead in primary six, they will laugh till their head drop off... so it quite impossible to be together because their age gap is very big... duno why i happy to hear that bah? wahahax. . .

we exchanged promise that both of us must take care ourselves or we will not get married for the rest of our life. .. wahahax. . . i finally laugh after alot of days moodless liao le. . . he say that i can be his stead because about my age instead of Shanice. . . He say alot of stuff that let me happy till siao, he say i pretty in the display picture and many many more. . . wahahax. . .

Oh my god. . . outward bound school in coming liao.... wahahax. . .

Happy Mothers' day...

2006-05-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

Today is the special day for all the mother is the world, happy mother's day... i wish every mother in the world had the best relationship with their mother...

As usual... i'll be going to my cousin's house go there celebrate bah? duno whether fun mah there, dun really felt like going out because tomorrow is a school day and i hope that i can sleep early... but it ok, since today is a one and only de mother day...

Because of this mother day, i search all over the world for the present bah? finally i found a present liao... Im going out liao... Bye...

What My Mother Want From Me?

2006-05-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

Haiz... thinking that everytime when i write blog, my mood is quite good de lor, but i apologised that now my mood sucks to the core right now...

When i was having my examination, i can understand that my mother dont allow me use computer to surf the net, therefore, i revise my work instead of surfing the net... Now, examination finally over liao, than she dont allow me use computer? Yesterday is my last paper, i use computer, she ask me to sleep because too late liao and play computer tomorrow... Now i play, she scold me and threaten that will thrown away my computer?

Mother day coming liao is tomrrow, than my mother ask me go buy present, i was actually enjoying myself playing and shopping outside with my stead than she call me and scold me that why i never go buy present, i die die go buy a present for my god mother, than she say me i buy the present darm ugly... what the hell my mother want from me? later i am going out with my mother go buy present... I think her period coming liao, then she not happy...

sometime, i dont think what the hell my mama want from me... I am fifteen year old girl le leh... what the hell my mama want from me? life really sucks lor, i hope that i went to a place that no return and no one there... haiz...

Exam over liao

2006-05-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hello... yesterday i suppose go bugis village shopping de but my friend suddenly tell me last min than they all say not free, i hate those who promise me something than last min say not free de, in the first place why they must promise me neh? Dont say le lah, make my blood boil... let me say more cheerful stuff bah? Finally, exam over liao le neh, but im afraid that i fail the subject lor... nevermind, take one step a time lah...

I decided to invite zhili come out de than zhili and his friends go jurong point watch movie... we watch tom cruise de mission impossible, those haven watch de, i suggest you all go see bah? quite a nice show actually... zhili spend one night in my house because we tomorrow going out again... please dont anyhow think hor, we sleep in different room...

when we wake up, we eat our breakfast today is also my bad day, i fall down in my kitchen and bang my head in my room's fall... ouch...we went out to westmall watch movie, voice... the movie hor, not very nice lah... not scary at all de, or is it because zhili accompany me therfore not afraid at all neh? wakaka... em, my mama keep rushing me go and buy mother day present for all my god mother, we ended quarreling, i thought that she might throw her temper but i am wrong... she just keep quiet... nothing happened much... em, that all for today... see ya...

What Should I do??

2006-05-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

Hello... Im afraid that i might had to say sorry again because nowaday hor, i been busy lor, that the reason why i cant write a blog too often...

Nowadays i been busy because my chalat had just over and need to study for my examination.... em, let me tell you one of my funniest things that actually happened during one of the day in my chalet trip... Let me introduce, my cousin name xinyi who was a very big size de woman aged 14 this year, had an insect in her back, we all were scared and that point of time, so we never help her... In the end, she was very anxious, keep jumping around, therefore her jeans drop infronth of all of us... It is considered fortunate because there were no guys saw her panties.... this is my 1st time see the things i not suppose to see... wakakaka.... i know it was wrong for me to laugh at her but... i just cant stop laughing!!! WAkaka....

Today chemsitry exam i gt no confident of having a pass grade.... parent meeting section is coming le, should i ask my mother go see my teacher? i'll be dead meat if i ask her go see my result... life so stress!!! haiz.. don't know what should i do... teach me??

2006-05-04T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hi, I apologise to all of you that exam start le that why lor, do not have the time to write a blog and my mother do not allow me use computer lor...

About yesterday, my godbrother called me and chat with each other a few hours lor, he been depressed because he quarrel with her girlfriend than in the end he break with her girlfriend lor... He been drinking alot of beer and abit drunk....

To me, relationship is not really important to me but, sometimes I find it very important nowaday lor... Quarrel with alot of time with my boyfriend but it will be fine de... Hope that my beloved godbrother will be fine with his girlfriend bah?

My Xiao Bai

2006-04-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

2day i very happy because my beloved mother finally buy my a hamster le! At first, i named it as BOY BOy as it's a male dwaf hamster but my beloved mother say very common leh than i renamed it as Xiao Bai as it's coat is white in colour... Quite nice name hor? Of course lah, I name it de leh.... Wakaka... The problem is that it doesn't seems to like me leh... When bing ren ghor touch it, it lick him but once i touch it, it bite me... Nevermind, i gt confident of letting it like me instead of biting me! Xiao Bai is darm cute! when it climb 2 2nd storey, it cant climb down need me help it... wakaka.... Anyway, thanx alot bing ren ghor for helping me in hamster stuff...

My Thoughts about school and examination...

2006-04-24T19:00:00.001+08:00

Today is my third time writing a blog here, as usual, I hope anyone who happended to see my blog, i hoped that you understanding my feeling and feel free to comment on my thoughts...

Today I want to share with all of you here about my thoughts about school and examinations... Everyone here had to go through a school life, some were happy memories while some were bad, but it was okay because it considered a fortunate to study in Singapore!

Everyone here are having a tough time now because examination are coming while alot of student were trying very hard to revise the stuffs that the teacher had thought them... Tomorrow is my social studies examination, i hope i can actually pass it with flying colours...

My thoughts of going to school, why we must actually spend so many hours in school to study those subject that alot of student that hate and therefore they slept in class... Example we liked study principle of account and we wanted to be a accountant when we grow up, so why we now studying other subject example: science... So waste of time and effort...

Because tomorrow I got examination, I was forced to stop here, remember to leave a comment! Bye

My Thought Towards Gangs

2006-04-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

hi...2dae is my second time writting a blog... As usual, remember coment on wad i said if u happened to see my blog...

Now why so many teenagers want to join gang when they were not soppose to be doing... By doing this, you might find trouble to the law sooner or later... Every people had to go through a stage while they mixed in a wrong company, but if they return to the correct path as soon as possible, things might change for the better... What i afraid is once they join gang, they will not be able to quit unless they do things that what the leader of the gang told them...

Me too, thinking of joining gang while the age of about thirteen years old? That time i was inmature and plus i was a grow up in a simgle parent family, i mixed with the bad company... i considered myself popular towards guys and i was actually having relationship with someone inside the gang, my ex stead force me to join gang... At that time, i knew that it was wrong to join gang, but i could not ask someone to teach me what i should do at that point of time....

I finally decided in seek help in one of my friends that was more mature, she adviced me alot of stuffs, she decided to tell my form teacher that i wanted to join gangs while I am not suppose to... At that point of time, i so angry and hate her to the core but now think back of what she actually did, and make a great impact in my life.... So i can conclude that parent were needed to accompany their beloved child in their dangerous path of thier life...

By the way, was it really worth it for danger their life in gang? Think about it and comment about my thought of having gangs...

My suggestion towards having relationships...

2006-04-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hi, my name is joanne as this my first time writing a blog, hope anyone who see this, understand my feelings and agreed of what i said...

Now teenages adays like to have relationship with the opposite sex, they called it as steading. as a fifteen year old girl, i can conclude that having relationship sometime is quite romantic but do not forget that when something happen to both of you, one party will get hurt in some way or another, resulted in breaking up... Some even too hurt therefore killed themselves to run away from situration... I think is bit foolish when waste their percious life on those stupid stuff... Some disable people, want to be a normal person also cannot... Let me tell you one stuffs that me and my boyfriend quarrel about...

We started dating on 19th april 2006 when we find out that we might be suitable for each other... He approached me and asked me to be his stead, i agreed... but things started to change soon... He studied in an ite school in Singapore in a computer course, I decided to risk a chance to introduce my boyfriend to my mother... She agreed to let us to be together and bless us... But happy times have to be over somehow and would not be lasting forever... One day when he come my house, i asked his permission whether i could see his handphone messages that he still keep his previous stead message, it hurts me when i saw that, i could admit myself as a jealous type of person ba? After a long time of considerating, i forgive him because he told me that he put his handphone and repair therefore he thought that his stuff was deletedand he promised me that he would not contact his previous stead...

The next time, I saw he still wearing his previous stead necklances and rings, my heart sank to the bottom of the sea... But I tried to forgive him by buying him a new necklances while he bought me a couples rings for both of us... After that I forgiven him...

Now, when he came my house play computer, he uses his msn and I saw what I would not want to see was that he put one of his contacts as "EX DEAR DEAR" he comfirm break his promise by contacting his previous stead... Who in this world could bear in this kind of situration? Should I forgive him? My friends all gave me advice when they saw me as a strong girl actually cry infronth of them, to break with him, but I knew I could not because I love him too deap... I really do not know what I should do now? Can anyone tell me?